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What are you thinking about?
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God...
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...Jesus, crucifixions.
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As a rule, do you usually think about
Christ and crucifixions under sexual stress?
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When I was nine years old,
I used to see visions...
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...visions of saints and angels,
even Christ himself.
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Of course I don't do that anymore...
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...not since I was 16.
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Were your parents religious?
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Anything but.
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My father was an aeronautical engineer.
My mother, a clinical psychologist.
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What happened?
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I mean, how did a little kid who saw
visions of Christ turn into a physiologist...
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...teaching at the Cornell Medical College?
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I stopped believing.
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It was very dramatic.
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My father died a protracted
and painful death of cancer.
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I was 16 years old
and very fond of my father.
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I used to race to the hospital
every day after school...
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...and sit in his room doing my homework.
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He was very heavily sedated.
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The last few weeks he was in coma.
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One day I thought
I heard him say something.
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I got up and leaned over him...
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...my ear an inch away from his lips.
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''Did you say something, Pop?''
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Then I heard the word he was desperately
trying to say, a soft hiss of a word.
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He was saying...