1:31:17
His signs are all good.
1:31:18
He'll sleep a day or two,
come out a bit stuporous.
1:31:20
He's got a whopping load of drugs in him.
1:31:22
It's not uncommon
for a psychedelic experience like this...
1:31:25
...to whack you out.
1:31:26
You'd hardly call this
just a psychedelic experience.
1:31:28
His heart is good. His pressure is good.
1:31:31
I'm more worried about you
than I am about him.
1:31:33
I'm all right.
1:31:42
Of all the goddamn men in this whole
world, why do I have to love this one?
1:31:45
I can't get him out of me.
1:31:48
Do you know how many men
I tried to fall in love with this past year?
1:31:50
No matter who I'm in bed with, I have
to imagine it's him or nothing happens.
1:31:54
No matter who I'm eating with
or walking with...
1:31:56
...there's always this pain
because it isn't him.
1:31:59
I'm possessed by him.
1:32:05
Oh, it's crazy!
1:32:08
I think that's the way it's supposed to be.
1:32:10
But he doesn't give a damn about me!
1:32:11
You're the only thing he cares about
outside of his work.
1:32:16
I was never real to him. Nothing in
the human condition was ever real to him.
1:32:20
He's a truth lover.
1:32:21
Reality to Eddie is only that
which is changeless, immutably constant.
1:32:26
What happened to Eddie tonight,
that was Eddie's idea of love.
1:32:31
That's consummation.
1:32:34
He finally got it off with God.
1:32:37
He finally embraced the Absolute,
was finally ravished by Truth...
1:32:41
...and it goddamned near destroyed him!
1:32:45
He never loved me.
You knew him as well as I did.
1:32:48
We were all bits
of transitory matter to him.
1:32:53
All right, now, you're going into shock.
I'm going to get you something.