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Most gay men like women.
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Not because we're particularly
feminine ourselves. No.
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But because we're more
in touch with our feelings.
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l didn't come up with that. Martin
said that. But it could be true.
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lt's immeasurable grief.
Can you understand that? l've ever...
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Maybe it isn't grief at all
but some sort of madness.
:45:32
People like me have never given
the soul much thought.
:45:36
Then the soul starts acting up,
and you're helpless. You know?
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l understand.
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Perhaps a few tears are shed
at first. A strange kind of crying...
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which then turns into a terrible
howl of grief and hopelessness.
:45:57
Then it turns into a blind roar.
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A roar, a roar.
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Everybody breaks down
once in a while.
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l've had a couple
of nervous breakdowns myself.
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l'm not sure if l'm sorry
that l broke down. l don't think so.
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Love was usually at the root of it.
:46:19
l'm pathologically addicted to
intimacy. And does intimacy exist?
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When l say intimacy,
l mean intimacy.
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lt's always the same sad story.
The body itself becomes an obstacle.
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Then the soul.
:46:36
Soon you're in a muddle of hopes,
fantasies and compromises.
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My God, l'm so theoretical.
:46:47
l've got a present for you.
-A present?
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Wait. You'll get it in a minute.
:46:53
Here you go.
-But my dear Katarina...
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Actually l brought it for Peter, but
he was bad, so now he won't get it.