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A roar, a roar.
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Everybody breaks down
once in a while.
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l've had a couple
of nervous breakdowns myself.
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l'm not sure if l'm sorry
that l broke down. l don't think so.
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Love was usually at the root of it.
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l'm pathologically addicted to
intimacy. And does intimacy exist?
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When l say intimacy,
l mean intimacy.
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lt's always the same sad story.
The body itself becomes an obstacle.
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Then the soul.
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Soon you're in a muddle of hopes,
fantasies and compromises.
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My God, l'm so theoretical.
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l've got a present for you.
-A present?
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Wait. You'll get it in a minute.
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Here you go.
-But my dear Katarina...
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Actually l brought it for Peter, but
he was bad, so now he won't get it.
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lt's lovely.
-l bought it in Milan.
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l think it'll look good on you.
l've noticed you wear that color.
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You see?
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Does it make me look older?
-You don't want to get old?
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The wrinkles aren't that bad.
lt's the ugliness that distresses me.
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The dry skin that's so rough, even
though l put cream on it every night.
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And this deep furrow
around the mouth.
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One day l woke up
and looked in the mirror.
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And there it was. Quite suddenly.
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l had the feeling
l'd had a heart attack.
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My neck is still fine. No major
catastrophes around the eyes.
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But my hands are a disaster.
l've asked three doctors...
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what to do. They could remove these
spots, but not the veins and wrinkles.