1:05:15
	There was even a moment
of tenderness...
1:05:19
	of complete silence.
1:05:22
	lt is difficult to describe
that particular moment.
1:05:27
	The very air l was in
was transformed.
1:05:31
	lt became milder
and easier to breathe.
1:05:34
	The grey light vanished...
1:05:38
	and was replaced by the soft,
subdued light of dawn...
1:05:43
	much like gentle hands
that caressed our sore bodies.
1:05:48
	We entered into a sudden
spirituality without reservations.
1:05:57
	Then disaster struck.
1:06:01
	The most unimaginable,
irrevocable thing had happened.
1:06:10
	Katarina was suddenly dead.
1:06:13
	l knew l'd killed her
in some cruel...
1:06:16
	gruesome way.
1:06:19
	l woke up again and
found myself sitting on my bed.
1:06:23
	The heavy traffic on the highway
down below had started up.
1:06:27
	Everything was as usual.
1:06:30
	Katarina slept beside me.
Her breathing was calm.
1:06:37
	Can you help me?
1:06:42
	Can l be helped?
1:06:46
	Can l continue living longer?
1:06:51
	Am l really alive?
1:06:55
	Or was my dream in effect
the only brief moment of life l had?