1:17:01
l wish an injection could
catapult me out of this hell.
1:17:05
This truly is hell.
1:17:07
l walk around all day by myself.
1:17:10
l put on my coat
to take a walk in the park...
1:17:14
but l can't go out the door.
l don't know what to do.
1:17:19
Maybe l should go to the doctor,
but the old Jacobi is so senile.
1:17:26
l could ask Prof. Jensen
to get in touch with you.
1:17:30
That might be a good idea.
-l'll call him tomorrow.
1:17:36
l'm so lonely, Katarina.
1:17:38
l can come to see you every day.
1:17:42
You've got enough worries as it is.
-Everyone does.
1:17:48
You think it's all my fault.
You've always been very critical...
1:17:53
of Peter's and my relationship.
-You were critical of our marriage.
1:17:58
l'm his mother, Katarina. l'm
closer to him than any other person.
1:18:04
l gave birth to him and raised him.
He's a part of my life.
1:18:09
You don't have any children. You
don't understand a mother's feelings.
1:18:16
The responsibility...
1:18:20
the guilt...
1:18:22
the shame.
-You're right. l don't understand.
1:18:26
l'm sorry. l didn't mean to hurt you.
-You didn't hurt me.
1:18:31
l feel sorry for you.
-l don't believe that.
1:18:35
l've been here for half an hour. All
you've talked about is your feelings.
1:18:40
Your problems,
your guilt, your shame.
1:18:43
Forgive me, Katarina. l thought you'd
come here so that we could talk.
1:18:49
l thought we could talk...
1:18:52
about our feelings.
1:18:55
l don't know what l thought we'd do.
-l also thought of you.