:01:13
I always worry that maybe people aren't
gonna like me when I go to a party.
:01:17
Isn't that crazy?
:01:21
Do you ever get kind of a sick feeling in
your stomach when you dread things?
:01:26
I wouldn't wanna miss a party,
but every time I go to one...
:01:29
...I keep feeling like
the whole world's against me.
:01:33
See, I've spent my whole life
in military academies.
:01:37
My mother doesn't have a place for me
where she lives...
:01:40
...and she doesn't know
what else to do with me.
:01:42
You mustn't misunderstand about
my mother. She's really a lovely person.
:01:47
I guess every boy thinks his mother
is beautiful, but my mother really is.
:01:52
She tells me in every letter how sorry
she is that we're not together more...
:01:56
...but she has to think of her work.
:01:59
One time we were together, though.
She met me in San Francisco once...
:02:03
...and we were together for two whole
days, just like we were sweethearts.
:02:08
It was the most wonderful time
I ever had.
:02:12
Then I had to go back
to the military academy.
:02:17
Every time I walk into that barracks,
I get a kind of....
:02:27
A kind of a....
:02:33
I'm sorry.
:02:42
Kind of a depressed feeling.
:02:45
It's got hard, stone walls.
You know what I mean?
:02:49
I guess I've bored you enough,
telling you about myself.
:02:54
Thank you.
:02:56
Sorry about that. I goofed up the last
couple of lines. I guess I'm nervous.