1:13:00
what happens to you.
1:13:02
That sounds like
the philosophy of a drifter.
1:13:04
Yeah. Maybe.
1:13:06
Maybe I am drifting a little.
1:13:09
I can see the two of them...
1:13:12
drifting away from me...
1:13:14
and I just stand watching.
1:13:17
What would you want
to do about that?
1:13:21
Something.
I don't know what.
1:13:23
I feel like
I'm sitting on a fence.
1:13:26
They're on opposite sides
of this fence?
1:13:29
Yeah... No.
1:13:32
I don't know.
1:13:33
I see her not being able
to forgive him.
1:13:39
For what?
1:13:40
I don't know exactly.
1:13:42
Being too much like her.
1:13:45
People always think that
she and Buck are... were alike.
1:13:51
But it's really she and Conrad.
1:13:54
They were the only two...
1:13:56
that didn't cry at the funeral.
1:13:59
It's not easy for me to admit this...
1:14:03
but. Um...
1:14:04
she didn't...
1:14:10
His mother doesn't
show him much affection.
1:14:13
I'm not trying
to put her down.
1:14:17
Did she give Buck
much affection?
1:14:20
God. Yes.
She loved Buck.
1:14:22
Bucky got so much.
1:14:24
What she felt for him was special.
1:14:28
He was her first-born.
1:14:30
And you?
1:14:32
I loved Buck.
1:14:34
I mean your wife's affection.
1:14:36
For me?
1:14:37
Yes.
1:14:40
She's very...
1:14:41
No. There's no problem
with her for me.
1:14:45
We've been married
nearly 21 years.
1:14:50
Everybody loves Beth.
1:14:51
For Conrad. It's been difficult.
1:14:55
He didn't talk about that?
1:14:57
We don't know what happens here.