:43:01
Why do I see and feel these things?
:43:05
- I started to explain why...
- I know what you told me.
:43:08
Terrible things in my youth
might come back to haunt me.
:43:11
Yeah, essentially.
:43:14
Well, terrible things did happen to me
and I didn't have a normal childhood, but...
:43:21
How many people do? Did you?
How many people have a normal...
:43:24
Some things are more terrible
than other things.
:43:27
Some children are more sensitive
than other children.
:43:40
Make yourself comfortable.
:43:43
So, you really think
talk could fix all this, huh?
:43:47
I don't know, but it's a good start.
:43:50
All right. I'll talk a blue streak
if it'll stop all this from happening.
:43:55
As a kid, I experienced
every cliché in the book.
:43:58
I was afraid ofthe dark,
I was scared of my father.
:44:03
He was a minister, ifyou can believe it.
He actually spoke with "thee" and "thou".
:44:08
I was six before I realised
not everyone did that. It was a shock.
:44:11
Why were you afraid of him?
:44:14
When he held me, it wasn't the way
a father should hold a daughter.
:44:18
How did he hold you?
:44:20
- You know what I mean.
- Mm-hm. Did your mother know?
:44:25
I think so.
:44:28
So I ran away, and... I got as far as New York,
and that's where I met Mario.
:44:34
Billy's the spitting image of him.
It's very strange.
:44:37
Really? Must have been handsome.
Billy's a good-Iooking kid.
:44:40
He was.
:44:44
Can you tell me about him?
:44:46
I was 16. That says
an awful lot right there. I was...
:44:49
I'd never met anyone like him.
He was exciting...
:44:53
What do you mean, exciting?
Exciting in bed?
:44:56
Yeah. He was.
He was exciting in many ways.
:44:58
- But you did like making love with him?
- Mm-hm.