:44:03
He was a minister, ifyou can believe it.
He actually spoke with "thee" and "thou".
:44:08
I was six before I realised
not everyone did that. It was a shock.
:44:11
Why were you afraid of him?
:44:14
When he held me, it wasn't the way
a father should hold a daughter.
:44:18
How did he hold you?
:44:20
- You know what I mean.
- Mm-hm. Did your mother know?
:44:25
I think so.
:44:28
So I ran away, and... I got as far as New York,
and that's where I met Mario.
:44:34
Billy's the spitting image of him.
It's very strange.
:44:37
Really? Must have been handsome.
Billy's a good-Iooking kid.
:44:40
He was.
:44:44
Can you tell me about him?
:44:46
I was 16. That says
an awful lot right there. I was...
:44:49
I'd never met anyone like him.
He was exciting...
:44:53
What do you mean, exciting?
Exciting in bed?
:44:56
Yeah. He was.
He was exciting in many ways.
:44:58
- But you did like making love with him?
- Mm-hm.
:45:01
At first, and then it turned bad.
:45:04
- The sex?
- Everything turned bad.
:45:06
I mean, I got pregnant. Before I knew it,
he started drinking, taking pills...
:45:11
It was a mess. Everything was a mess.
:45:14
What happened to him?
:45:17
- He got himself killed on his motorcycle.
- I see. How old were you?
:45:21
- 16.
- Gee. So Billy wasn't born yet?
:45:24
No. I knew I was pregnant.
:45:29
How did you feel when he died?
:45:31
- How do you think I felt?
- I don't know. Why don't you tell me?
:45:35
- He was my husband.
- I know. But I still don't know how you felt.
:45:42
I thanked God. I did.
I thanked God when he died.
:45:51
- I also thanked God for Bob Garrett.
- Bob Garrett?
:45:56
- Julie and Kim's father.
- Right, right.
:45:58
He was older, he knew a lot.
He made me see that life was good.