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At first, and then it turned bad.
:45:04
- The sex?
- Everything turned bad.
:45:06
I mean, I got pregnant. Before I knew it,
he started drinking, taking pills...
:45:11
It was a mess. Everything was a mess.
:45:14
What happened to him?
:45:17
- He got himself killed on his motorcycle.
- I see. How old were you?
:45:21
- 16.
- Gee. So Billy wasn't born yet?
:45:24
No. I knew I was pregnant.
:45:29
How did you feel when he died?
:45:31
- How do you think I felt?
- I don't know. Why don't you tell me?
:45:35
- He was my husband.
- I know. But I still don't know how you felt.
:45:42
I thanked God. I did.
I thanked God when he died.
:45:51
- I also thanked God for Bob Garrett.
- Bob Garrett?
:45:56
- Julie and Kim's father.
- Right, right.
:45:58
He was older, he knew a lot.
He made me see that life was good.
:46:04
That men and women loving each other was
good, healthy. Having children was good.
:46:09
- Simple.
- So Bob was your second husband?
:46:12
- Well, no. We were never legally married.
- Uh-huh. Where is he now?
:46:17
I don't know.
:46:19
He was never the kind
to stay in one place very long.
:46:25
I'm impressed.
:46:27
- By what?
- By what? Your independence.
:46:30
Knowing who you are, what you want,
keeping your family together.
:46:38
I do need your help.
:46:41
I really do.
:46:44
And I won't fight you.
:46:47
Because if it is me, if it's really me
creating all this, if I'm that sick...
:46:53
...then I have to be stopped.
:46:57
But if it isn't me...