1:18:02
...and back all the way to Eve.
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At some point, you stop it and say:
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'' Fuck it. l start with me.''
1:18:10
Did you just make that up?
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l was working on it before you came.
lf you were half an hour later...
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...it would have been better.
1:18:20
lt's pretty good as it is.
1:18:22
lt sounds like movie dialogue.
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That's me. l don't want life to
imitate art, l want life to be art.
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Look.
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Look at that.
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See what you can do?
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You weren't even conscious then,
for chrissake.
1:18:42
lmagine what you could do now.
1:18:45
Maybe l should just...
1:18:48
...go back to the clinic?
1:18:53
Growing up isn't like in a movie...
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...where you have a realization
and life changes.
1:18:58
ln life, you have a realization and
your life changes a month or so later.
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So l just have to wait a month?
1:19:06
lt depends on the realization.
1:19:08
Some of them you only wait
a couple weeks.
1:19:14
Look...
1:19:16
...you're better here coping
than in a clinic giving up.
1:19:19
You're gonna be out here
eventually coping anyway.
1:19:22
So why don't you start now?
1:19:26
Anyway...
1:19:28
...you can't go to the hospital.
l've got a job for you.
1:19:34
You wouldn't be ashamed
to work with me again?
1:19:37
lt doesn't start for a few months,
so you have time for realizations.
1:19:41
Grow up. Leave your mother.
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Thank you, God.