:34:02
Just no more hospitals.
No more treatments.
:34:06
No more.
:34:09
It is enough, Hilary.
:34:12
Ten years is enough.
:34:15
That's no life. I need a life.
:34:18
I have a life with you.
:34:22
- If you love me, you'll help me.
- Do what?
:34:26
Let it happen.
Just let it happen.
:34:29
- Let you die?
- No.
:34:35
When you decide?
:34:38
You don't ask me or anything.
You just decided?
:34:41
And then you want me to say...
You want me...
:34:45
You want me to tell you I love you?
:34:47
Then you can say, "Well, great. Now
I'm gonna die and I'm gonna leave you. "
:34:51
Hilary.
:34:54
And you let me believe
that we had...
:34:58
that I was part of something real
for the first time in my life.
:35:01
And the whole goddamn thing
was a lie!
:35:04
No, Hilary, I believed it too.
:35:08
I thought that this time
I wouldn't get sick again.
:35:11
- I thought you could...
- What? That I could what?
:35:18
Do you have any idea
what it's like for me here?
:35:22
You know, every day...
:35:26
every fucking day I wake up
to see if you're still alive.
:35:30
I watch to see if you eat,
to see if you shit.
:35:33
And you knew that you were
getting sick again the whole time...
:35:36
and you didn't tell me.
:35:38
How was I supposed to know?
Because I'm not a nurse.
:35:41
I'm not a fucking nurse!
:35:44
You think I don't feel something
because I'm stupid?
:35:47
Fuck you,
because I feel something!
:35:49
I feel everything,
and I can't watch you die!