:44:11
Tell your aunt,
and l'll give it to you too.
:44:23
I wanted to stay to the end,
:44:26
see Thérése's face afterwards,
:44:28
hear her voice.
:44:31
Schwartz toId me a Iot
about my attachment to Thérése.
:44:36
lt bothered me
that she was still a girl,
:44:39
like me,
and almost an adult.
:44:41
She'd ask to play
with one of my dolls.
:44:45
lt's Lolita!
:44:47
You want the clinical
medical truth?
:44:51
You envied her!
:44:54
Really?
:44:55
You envied her!
:44:57
To be in her place!
:45:00
lt's true that from that moment
l followed her everywhere.
:45:06
l knew she wasn't happy
with my uncle.
:45:09
He was jealous, he spied on her.
:45:15
l caught her twice.
Once, in a field, during winter.
:45:18
With a farm boy
in red boots.
:45:21
Then, in the haIIway...
:45:23
Hurry. lf l stay too long,
he'll come up.
:45:34
Hey hey hey. Stickel
wrote about a similar case.
:45:39
Bewusstein un...der SexuaIitat
:45:41
You don't see
that she can and does like it.
:45:45
A woman should suffer for a man.
That's what marked you.
:45:51
He was right.
:45:54
l thought women had to suffer,
to be victims.
:45:58
l was afraid,