:47:01
Tell me.
:47:04
Okay.
:47:07
The madness.
:47:09
I wondered,
how much did it affect you?
:47:14
What makes you think it did?
:47:17
Your mother was certified insane,
and...
:47:20
...your grandmother was as well,
and, uh...
:47:26
That's not what dogged me, George.
It wasn't that.
:47:34
It was...
:47:36
...the knowledge that if you did what
I did, if you were a clown.
:47:41
And you had passion to tell
a particular story...
:47:46
...something...
:47:52
...beyond.
:47:55
You only had one chance
to get it right.
:47:58
And I never did.
:48:00
One never does. But you know that.
:48:03
That's not the problem.
:48:12
It's when you feel you're
getting close...
:48:16
...but you can't make it.
:48:19
You're not good enough.
You're not complete enough.
:48:23
And despite all your fantasies...
:48:26
...you're second-rate.
:48:29
It's human.
:48:33
And it's very hard.
:48:40
Why not add that?
:48:42
It's not important, really.
:48:45
Ultimately, you're judged by what
you did, not what you didn't do.
:48:50
And I didn't change things, I just...
:48:55
...he just...
:48:58
...cheered people up.