1:25:02
...as it turns out you were
as crazy as her.
1:25:05
-So l did remind you of Harriet.
-No...
1:25:09
...l had a feeling you
were unstable.
1:25:12
On the surface you were...
1:25:14
...but now that we're having problems,
you're not.
1:25:19
This is all very clear to me.
1:25:21
--we both couldn't sleep one night,
remember...
1:25:26
...and we found Wild Strawberries
on cable...
1:25:30
...we stayed up all night watching it?
That was great.
1:25:35
We were going to the faculty dinner
and we were on Fifth Avenue...
1:25:41
...on an icy black night.
We were walking downtown.
1:25:45
Suddenly we decided not to go
to the dinner...
1:25:48
...it was such a beautiful night.
We walked into Central Park.
1:25:52
You could see every star. You were
so beautiful in that black dress.
1:25:59
-Don't do that.
-Why not?
1:26:03
Because it's over and we both know it.
1:26:07
Do we?
1:26:08
All that stuff--
Those memories, they're just memories.
1:26:13
They're from years gone by.
1:26:16
They're isolated moments...
1:26:19
...they don't tell the whole story.
1:26:24
Several days later,
Gabe moved into a hotel.
1:26:29
l wasn't being totally honest
with Gabe.
1:26:32
Because l didn't want to hurt him.
But l knew what l wanted.
1:26:37
l was in love with Michael.
l wanted to be free to...
1:26:41
...pursue that and not have to lie
or sneak around or anything.
1:26:48
How could l be 1 00% honest with Judy?
1:26:51
l loved her
and l didn't want to hurt her.
1:26:55
What am l gonna say?
1:26:57
That l'm becoming infatuated
with a 20-year-old?