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Because it's over and we both know it.
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Do we?
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All that stuff--
Those memories, they're just memories.
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They're from years gone by.
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They're isolated moments...
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...they don't tell the whole story.
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Several days later,
Gabe moved into a hotel.
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l wasn't being totally honest
with Gabe.
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Because l didn't want to hurt him.
But l knew what l wanted.
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l was in love with Michael.
l wanted to be free to...
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...pursue that and not have to lie
or sneak around or anything.
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How could l be 1 00% honest with Judy?
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l loved her
and l didn't want to hurt her.
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What am l gonna say?
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That l'm becoming infatuated
with a 20-year-old?
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That l see myself sleepwalking
into a mess?
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Then why didn't you stop yourself?
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There was something in my marriage
that l was not getting. Rain--
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-There was excitement there.
-Rain had a boyfriend.
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l know. Everything about
it was wrong.
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That did not deter me.
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lf anything, as usual,
there was something interesting.
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So, what is it?
You have a self-destructive streak?
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l don't know.
My heart...
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...does not know from logic.
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Hello?
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Oh, Michael, please.
1:27:48
l can't keep discussing this.
1:27:51
lt was a decision l needed to make--
No. Wanted to make.
1:27:57
l said l'm sorry.
l can't keep discussing this.