1:19:04
Can you please just stop and listen to me?
1:19:24
All right, what? What do you want?
What?
1:19:29
You don't even know, do you?
1:19:33
All right, all right, I forgive you.
Now, just get the hell away from me.
1:19:38
Look, I was wrong, okay? I've never
violated a patient's privacy before.
1:19:41
And you still haven't.
'Cause I'm not your patient!
1:19:44
I never was! You get it?
1:19:46
I checked myself in! I checked myself out!
1:19:48
My mistake was looking for a friend
in a hospital! I'm not gonna do it again!
1:19:52
Ellen said she thinks
about you all the time.
1:19:55
She never passes a music store...
1:19:57
or a concert hall without looking
for your work.
1:20:00
Shut up!
1:20:01
- Why'd you say she was dead?
- I'm warning you!
1:20:03
Why'd you say it? Tell me!
1:20:05
Because she is dead, that's why!
And so are you!
1:20:12
What about my work? My work?
1:20:16
Why didn't she come looking for me?
1:20:18
She couldn't do that, could she?
Why the fuck not?
1:20:22
Too much trouble, that's why.
1:20:24
I was too much fucking trouble
for everybody!
1:20:27
My whole fucking life, everyone I met,
too much trouble!
1:20:35
Let me tell you something,
you get it together.
1:20:37
Find a way to make it all right!
Don't think you will, but you do!
1:20:40
- You feel sorry for yourself, don't you?
- I got this really good little trick.
1:20:44
You see, you're not human anymore!
None of you! You're not human!
1:20:47
You're like goldfish! All of you!
1:20:49
- One dies, I get another one!
- You want human? I'll give you human!
1:20:53
You're going to blow the back
of your head off!
1:20:55
Or jump, or hang or do anything
to turn off the pain! Aren't you?
1:20:59
- Admit it!
- I'm warning you!