1:20:00
Shut up!
1:20:01
- Why'd you say she was dead?
- I'm warning you!
1:20:03
Why'd you say it? Tell me!
1:20:05
Because she is dead, that's why!
And so are you!
1:20:12
What about my work? My work?
1:20:16
Why didn't she come looking for me?
1:20:18
She couldn't do that, could she?
Why the fuck not?
1:20:22
Too much trouble, that's why.
1:20:24
I was too much fucking trouble
for everybody!
1:20:27
My whole fucking life, everyone I met,
too much trouble!
1:20:35
Let me tell you something,
you get it together.
1:20:37
Find a way to make it all right!
Don't think you will, but you do!
1:20:40
- You feel sorry for yourself, don't you?
- I got this really good little trick.
1:20:44
You see, you're not human anymore!
None of you! You're not human!
1:20:47
You're like goldfish! All of you!
1:20:49
- One dies, I get another one!
- You want human? I'll give you human!
1:20:53
You're going to blow the back
of your head off!
1:20:55
Or jump, or hang or do anything
to turn off the pain! Aren't you?
1:20:59
- Admit it!
- I'm warning you!
1:21:00
You're gonna do it and you know it!
1:21:02
Take your hands off me!
1:21:03
When you finally do, when all your charm...
1:21:06
and all the wonderful things
that you could be are gone forever...
1:21:10
I'll just be left here...
1:21:13
with an intensely human,
unprofessional rip in my heart.
1:21:18
That terrifies the hell out of me.