1:09:02
I came to dread bedtime.
1:09:07
I would feel this...
1:09:09
overpowering desire to sleep.
1:09:15
I'm bushed.
1:09:27
I'd feel sorry for her...
1:09:29
Good night.
1:09:30
...lying there with her belly
crying, "Famine..."
1:09:33
her organs in turmoil.
1:09:36
Kiss me good night.
1:09:46
Not like that. Hold me.
1:09:49
I would crush my lips
against hers...
1:09:51
like you mash out a butt
in an ashtray...
1:09:54
but that was only a prelude...
1:09:56
to the most unoriginal act
known to man...
1:09:59
the process referred to
as copulation.
1:10:10
I felt like a rat in a trap.
1:10:13
Out there,
people were having fun...
1:10:16
dancing, making love.
1:10:19
Paris was throbbing
to its own frenetic rhythms.
1:10:22
They pounded away in my head,
driving me crazy.
1:10:27
I craved variety.
1:10:28
I hungered for noise
and excitement.