1:14:00
You sit there and blame life
for dealin' you a cruddy hand,
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never once accepting responsibility
for the way your situation is.
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- What responsibility ?
- All right, if you hate this job
and the people...
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and the fact that you have to come in
on your day off, why don't you quit ?
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- Like it's that easy.
- it is. You just up and quit.
1:14:14
There's other jobs.
They pay better money.
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You're bound to be qualified
for at least one of 'em.
So what's stoppin' you ?
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- Leave me alone.
- Oh, you're comfortable, right ?
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This is a life of convenience for you,
and any attempt to change it...
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would shatter the pathetic microcosm
you've fashioned for yourself.
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Oh ! Like your life's any better.
1:14:29
I'm satisfied with my situation for now.
You don't hear me complaining.
1:14:32
You, on the other hand,
have been bitching all day.
1:14:34
Thank you. Why don't you
go back to the video store ?
1:14:36
- it's the same thing with Veronica.
- Leave her out of this !
1:14:39
You date Veronica because it's
convenient and she's low maintenance.
1:14:42
But meanwhile,
all you ever do is talk about Caitlin.
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You carry a torch for a girl
you dated in high school.
1:14:46
- in high school, for God's sakes.
You're 22.
- Leave me alone !
1:14:49
If you want Caitlin, then talk
to Veronica and be with Caitlin.
1:14:53
If you want Veronica,
then be with Veronica.
1:14:55
But don't pine for one
and fuck the other.
1:14:57
Man, if you weren't
such a fucking coward--
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If l wasn't such a fucking coward.
1:15:01
It must be great to have this ability
to simplify things the way you do.
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- Am l right or what ?
- You're wrong !
1:15:06
Things happened today. Things that
probably ruined my chances with Caitlin.
1:15:09
Oh, what, the dead guy ?
She'll get over fuckin' a dead guy.
1:15:12
Shit, my mom's been fuckin' a dead guy
for 30 years. l call him ""Dad.""
1:15:16
Caitlin and l can't be together.
It's impossible.
1:15:19
Melodrama comin' from you seems about
as natural as an oral bowel movement.
1:15:22
What do you want me to say ?
""Yes, some of the things
you're saying are true"" ?
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That's the way things are.
They're not gonna change.
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- Make 'em change.
- l can't, all right ?
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Jesus, will you leave me alone ?
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I can't make changes in my life
Like that. lf l could, l would.
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But l don't have the ability
to risk the comfortable situations...
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on the big money
and the fabulous prizes !
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- Who are you kidding ? You can so.
- Jesus H. Christ ! l can't !
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So you're gonna be miserable 'cause
you don't have the guts to face change ?
1:15:47
My mother told me once
that when l was three years old,
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my potty lid was closed,
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and instead of me lifting it,
I shit my pants.
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Lovely story.
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The point is,
I'm not the type of person...
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who'll disrupt things
just so l can shit comfortably.