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For me, bullshit is like breathing.
I stay. I help you. I promise, OK?
:54:06
Do what you want.
It's a free country. Isn't it?
:54:18
Is that Charlie?
:54:20
Can I...
:54:28
-How did you meet?
-At a party.
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I'd come to Toronto
on a teaching exchange.
:54:33
We started talking and I had
this feeling about him. The same for him.
:54:37
It wasn't exactly a thunderclap
or a lightning bolt. It was more like a...
:54:42
Light drizzle?
:54:44
You honestly never had that feeling
about anybody in your entire life?
:54:48
If I did, I would not admit it.
His chin looks a little weak, if you ask me.
:54:54
It doesn't and I didn't.
Why wouldn't you admit it?
:54:56
Why should I? Look where it has got you.
:54:59
Maybe if you did, you wouldn't have
that little problem we mustn't talk about.
:55:03
It's not a problem. It's just a temporary...
There is something in his eyes.
:55:09
-Vain. It is a word, no?
-It is a word. He has beautiful eyes.
:55:12
And he knows it.
You can see it in his smile.
:55:15
Not even a smile. A smirk. It is a word?
:55:19
Shut up. Is it a word?
:55:21
Two words, no? Why are you chasing
after him after what he's done to you?
:55:26
Because I love him. And I'm afraid
that if he doesn't come back, that I'll...
:55:32
it'll hurt so much that I'll shrivel up
and never be able to love anyone again.
:55:37
You say that now but...
after a time, you would forget.
:55:42
First, you would forget his chin
and then his nose
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and after a while you would struggle
to remember the exact colour of his eyes.
:55:51
And one day you wake up and he's gone.
:55:54
His voice, his smell, his face.
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He will have left you.
And then you can begin again.