1:14:03
I had nothing here.
1:14:07
Compañero, is something wrong?
1:14:11
It's okay, Carlos.
1:14:16
Listen to me.
1:14:18
I don't deserve this.
1:14:21
What do you want?
1:14:23
For them to arrest you?
Or for me to get fired?
1:14:28
There was no reason, I know.
1:14:33
But what do you want me
to tell you?
1:14:36
Yes...
1:14:38
...l have to keep going along
and keep playing the game.
1:14:43
I'm not going to become a waiter
or take your father's job.
1:14:50
I don't play the piano.
1:14:54
I'm sorry.
1:14:57
This is all there is.
1:15:00
You want to know something?
1:15:05
My whole family is in Miami.
1:15:09
They're doing better than me.
1:15:13
What do you think?
1:15:15
You think I'm going to come
knocking on their door...
1:15:22
...twenty years later saying...
1:15:26
I made a mistake?
1:15:29
No.
1:15:32
I can no longer do that.
1:15:36
I'm fucked.
1:15:41
You know I love you
like a son, Gustavo.
1:15:45
I've always wanted
the best for you.
1:15:52
But you have to understand.