:40:01
No, look.
:40:03
I'm working at it. Okay?
:40:05
I'm trying. Honest to God.
:40:08
I'm doing okay,
better than I've ever done.
:40:11
Better than with you. I'm patient,
I'm not pushy, not crazy.
:40:15
I see things the way they are.
She is what she is.
:40:20
She's not who I think she is,
not who I want her to be.
:40:24
We don't fight. We don't argue.
:40:27
We tell the truth. I think we tell
the truth. It sounds like the truth.
:40:32
We share. We share all of it.
:40:34
It's very understanding,
very easy like that.
:40:38
So fucking dull.
:40:46
I need some air.
:40:47
It's not like I'm complaining.
:40:50
If that's what it has to be,
I understand.
:40:53
We could never make anything
work anyway, so why not try dull?
:40:57
Maybe dull will last.
:40:58
But as dull as it is,
it's the same thing.
:41:02
A couple words, looks,
wrong moves and bang...
:41:05
...it's over. Then you break up...
:41:07
...find somebody else
and start all over.
:41:09
I can't do that.
:41:11
I did it with you. I...
:41:13
I can't do it with somebody else.
:41:16
All that time to get someplace
with her that I'm already at with you?
:41:21
That hit me. It hit me.
:41:22
We can't quit. We have something.
:41:25
We can't just throw it away.
:41:27
Okay, I admit,
it's a failure, but it's ours.
:41:30
It's not the end. That's too easy.
It's the place to start from.
:41:37
It's two and a half years
of our lives. It's an investment.
:41:41
All that pain to get to zero?
:41:43
Okay, well, now we're here.
You know, we've got nothing.
:41:47
Nothing works.
We're finished. Total. Complete.
:41:51
Everything we had is gone. We haven't
got a hope, a prayer or a chance.
:41:57
That's it. I really think
we should get married.