Breaking Up

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From the start it was good.
In the beginning, it was really good.

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When it first started, we...

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First started seeing each other,
going out together...

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...just the two of us, doing things.

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Well, it always is.

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- Isn't it always that way?
- Isn't it?

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- Christ. The energy we had.
- The fun we had.

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The times we spent.

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- Doing nothing sometimes.
- Doing everything.

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- It didn't matter what we did.
- Anything.

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- It was just so good.
- It was like a drug.

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Every day, whatever I was doing,
the whole world was beautiful.

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Everything that didn't make sense
before, all of a sudden...

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It was being alive again.

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It was like I'd been dead,
and now I was alive again.

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Hope, I guess. That's what it was.

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Belief.

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Believing in everything
again, you know?

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I liked the way I looked.
I stopped checking the scale.

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- I stopped smoking. I stopped smoking.
- I stopped punishing myself.

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- I felt good about myself.
- I felt like I could do anything.

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I used to get so excited
I would shake.

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Every time I knew
I was going to see him...

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...there was, like, this electricity
coming out of me.