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It was hard.
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It wasn't easy.
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- I ran into people.
- They'd tell me things.
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- What she was doing.
- What he was up to.
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I didn't want to know.
I wanted to know, but I didn't want to.
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I didn't want to hear it,
especially if it was good.
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Sometimes it was
hard not to ask about her.
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- Even if I didn't want to hear anything.
- That changed.
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After a while, that stopped.
I think she moved.
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She must have finally
found a place.
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I think he would have stopped calling.
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I mean, even if he knew where I was.
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I would have stopped calling.
I mean, eventually.
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Somebody had to do something
definite about it.
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I think we had to make a clean break.
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- People stopped talking.
- I stopped asking.
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But I kept thinking about him.
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She was still on my mind...
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...at least once a day.
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- You do something.
- You go someplace.
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- You see somebody.
- Or hear something.
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I thought, "If I could go one day
without his name going through my head."
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This was months later.
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That was after a year.
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Then you start to think,
"I should just call him."
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I thought of calling.
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- To see how he is.
- Find out how she was doing.
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Say, hello.
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- But I didn't.
- I never did it.
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I never figured out what was
wrong with us.
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There was never a real problem.
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Nothing you could put your finger on.
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You know, to this day,
I don't know why we broke up.
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I don't know why it didn't work.
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We were really stupid.
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And I think we were in love.
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We were really in love.
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Yep. Well, that didn't help.