1:39:01
You know I need this.
1:39:04
You know it'll help.
1:39:06
No.
1:39:09
Thank Christ.
1:39:14
Sorry.
1:39:22
No ? I thought
you'd be into this.
1:39:26
You did ?
What does that say about me ?
1:39:30
Sweetheart, you've done stuff
like this before.
1:39:33
This should be
no big deal for you.
1:39:35
You don't want this.
You really don't want this.
1:39:40
No, I do want this. This has
to happen. Can't you see that ?
1:39:46
I mean, how can you not ? No ?
What does that say about me ?
1:39:50
You can take it from two guys
whose names you can hardly remember,
1:39:53
but I ask you to share an experience
about intimacy, and you say no ?
1:39:57
- I can't.
- Baby, yes, you can.
1:40:02
I'll be there. And when it's over we'll
be the strongest we've ever been...
1:40:06
'cause we'll have been
through this together.
1:40:08
Then we'll be on the same level and
there'll be nothing we can't accomplish.
1:40:12
Oh, Holden.
1:40:17
That time is over for me.
1:40:20
I've been there
and I've done it...
1:40:22
and I didn't find
what I was looking for in any of it.
1:40:26
I found that it you.
In us.
1:40:30
Doing this won't help you forget
about the things you're hung up on.
1:40:33
- It'll create more.
- No. I've thought about all that.
1:40:38
Yes, it will !
1:40:44
Maybe you'll see me
differently from then on.
1:40:48
Maybe you'll despise me for going along
with it once you're in the moment.
1:40:53
Maybe I'll moan differently,
1:40:55
and then you'll resent Banky
and become suspicious of us.
1:40:59
Or you'll alienate him
because of it.