:57:01
But then, it was his life--
:57:05
maybe he saw it that way.
:57:07
But he was in pain so much at the time,
of course,
:57:11
maybe that is the way he would see it.
:57:15
I told him when I read the book, I said,
:57:18
"You could have killed yourself
with the things you did."
:57:21
And all these years
we've tried to keep you alive,
:57:23
and you could have killed yourself.
:57:25
That's the part that amazes me.
:57:27
But I see, underneath it all, I see...
:57:31
a young man, who's...
:57:35
who hates his body for what it did--
:57:38
I agree with you on one thing--
he's fighting back.
:57:41
But I see him
fighting back in a different way.
:57:43
A trapeze--
a man on the trapeze--
:57:46
he does this twisting and turning
:57:49
and he does a tumblesault on the trapeze
:57:51
and he lands just perfect on his feet.
:57:53
And when I see him turning,
I get excited.
:57:57
And I really can feel--
I get scared.
:58:00
I get that fear that he's gonna fall--
:58:02
Saying, with which,
when he sticks the needles in himself,
:58:06
I feel the pain.
:58:07
Then he lands on his feet and I'm proud
:58:09
because
all of a sudden everybody's applauding,
:58:12
and, I think, because of what he's done.
:58:14
And I think he's doing this
:58:16
to say to God,
or whoever there is out there,
:58:18
"You son of a bitch,
what you've done to me--
:58:20
Iet me show you. I'll do my tumblesault
:58:22
and I'm coming back at you.
:58:24
This is my way of telling you
to go fuck yourself."
:58:43
I have to apologize--
my body is kind of thin
:58:45
and there isn't much to work with.
:58:47
That's one of Rose's biggest complaints.
:58:49
I should work out more,
lift weights or something.
:58:51
I'm certainly no Arnold Schwarzenegger.
:58:53
But can Arnold do this?
:58:58
C'mon, Mr. Terminator Man, I doubt...