:58:00
I get that fear that he's gonna fall--
:58:02
Saying, with which,
when he sticks the needles in himself,
:58:06
I feel the pain.
:58:07
Then he lands on his feet and I'm proud
:58:09
because
all of a sudden everybody's applauding,
:58:12
and, I think, because of what he's done.
:58:14
And I think he's doing this
:58:16
to say to God,
or whoever there is out there,
:58:18
"You son of a bitch,
what you've done to me--
:58:20
Iet me show you. I'll do my tumblesault
:58:22
and I'm coming back at you.
:58:24
This is my way of telling you
to go fuck yourself."
:58:43
I have to apologize--
my body is kind of thin
:58:45
and there isn't much to work with.
:58:47
That's one of Rose's biggest complaints.
:58:49
I should work out more,
lift weights or something.
:58:51
I'm certainly no Arnold Schwarzenegger.
:58:53
But can Arnold do this?
:58:58
C'mon, Mr. Terminator Man, I doubt...
:59:05
This is my body.
:59:07
And I learned to say,
"Well, I'm not gonna get another one.
:59:12
So I'm gonna use this one
until it's all used up."
:59:16
One of the things I'm gonna try and do
is a posthumous piece
:59:19
where I want to be buried
with a videocamera just like this,
:59:23
encased in a tomb or something.
:59:25
And someplace in the museum,
:59:26
or one of my crazy collectors
that I'm gathering--
:59:29
this is a good way
to make money beforehand, you say,
:59:32
"lf you'll pay me
a certain amount of money now, you can
:59:35
have the pleasure
of having a monitor in your house..."
:59:41
"...and the piece is called 'The Viewing.'"
:59:47
I'll have to spend money
to have a satellite, I guess--
:59:49
connection to the video monitor.
:59:52
And every now and then,
whoever wants to walk in this room-
:59:54
turn on a switch--
they can see how I'm progressing...
:59:59
...or decomposing.