1:04:00
pleasing a man in bed.
1:04:04
I don't know why...
1:04:07
I'm so rattled.
1:04:09
I said this so clearly on my
pillow last night...
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- and now I'm all disjointed.
- Have some more wine.
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I want you to show
me some things.
1:04:20
On television?
1:04:21
No, for me.
1:04:22
Personally.
1:04:24
Let me explain.
1:04:28
The man I'm going with...
1:04:29
whom I love
very dearly...
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is very sexually active.
1:04:34
Which is great.
1:04:35
You know, great!
1:04:37
Our sex life...
1:04:39
is very solid and physical.
1:04:42
Well, obviously physical!
1:04:44
And the sad truth is...
1:04:47
Well, no.
1:04:48
I only recently
got divorced...
1:04:51
after being married to the same
man since I was in college...
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whom I loved...
1:04:55
but who was all I'd
experienced.
1:04:57
I say this...
1:04:59
confidentially, because I
respect you professionally.
1:05:04
I think I disappointed
him sexually.
1:05:08
I come from a very
uptight...
1:05:11
proper family...
1:05:12
and I was taught...
1:05:15
growing up...
1:05:17
that a lot of acts of
lovemaking are wrong.
1:05:20
In my mother's eyes, actually...
1:05:22
quite sinful.
1:05:23
And so...
1:05:26
I went to a Catholic
school, you know?
1:05:29
Not that Tony
complains, but I feel...
1:05:33
that I'm not really...
1:05:36
that he's being kind.
1:05:39
And it's a testament to
his feelings for me...
1:05:42
that he desires me as much
as he does and enjoys it.
1:05:45
Don't get me wrong, we both
do. I love being wanted...
1:05:48
and the actual act itself.
1:05:51
But I just feel...
1:05:54
that I can do better.
1:05:57
And I want him to have the best.
1:05:59
I don't want him,
after a while...