1:05:04
I think I disappointed
him sexually.
1:05:08
I come from a very
uptight...
1:05:11
proper family...
1:05:12
and I was taught...
1:05:15
growing up...
1:05:17
that a lot of acts of
lovemaking are wrong.
1:05:20
In my mother's eyes, actually...
1:05:22
quite sinful.
1:05:23
And so...
1:05:26
I went to a Catholic
school, you know?
1:05:29
Not that Tony
complains, but I feel...
1:05:33
that I'm not really...
1:05:36
that he's being kind.
1:05:39
And it's a testament to
his feelings for me...
1:05:42
that he desires me as much
as he does and enjoys it.
1:05:45
Don't get me wrong, we both
do. I love being wanted...
1:05:48
and the actual act itself.
1:05:51
But I just feel...
1:05:54
that I can do better.
1:05:57
And I want him to have the best.
1:05:59
I don't want him,
after a while...
1:06:02
to start wanting experiences
with other women.
1:06:05
I couldn't
take that again.
1:06:07
Is any of this making
sense to you?
1:06:11
Yeah.
1:06:12
So you what you
want is lessons.
1:06:15
I guess so, yeah.
1:06:16
I mean, I'm sure this
is highly unusual. Or not!
1:06:19
Of course you'll get paid.
1:06:21
Why not go to one
of those therapists?
1:06:23
No, no!
1:06:25
I don't want to get clinical
with Tony.
1:06:28
I wanted to learn it from someone
who'll teach it to me...
1:06:31
down and dirty! If you
know what I mean.
1:06:34
Just wondering where to begin.
1:06:36
How about oral sex?
1:06:39
Because, y'know, I sometimes feel...
1:06:42
it just doesn't
come naturally to me.
1:06:45
It's laboured.
1:06:46
I have trouble
breathing, actually.
1:06:48
And once a cap fell off my
tooth and I swallowed it.
1:06:53
Do you enjoy it?
1:06:58
I certainly don't mind it.