:47:00
And less so
in a few hurried words.
:47:05
The affections...
:47:08
the emotions between
a man and a woman...
:47:11
are anything but simple.
:47:14
Our discrepancies began
in the first months after our marriage.
:47:21
Rafael...
:47:23
who was always very kind
and very loving to me...
:47:26
was a man without curiosity
or joy for living.
:47:31
He didn't like to travel
or go out...
:47:34
or to mix with other people.
:47:41
I was suffocating at his side.
:47:46
I wanted to change him.
:47:51
But it was a mistake because...
:47:56
Why do we always try to change
the people we love?
:48:05
I assure you, I tried to help him
from the moment he fell ill...
:48:09
but Rafael always rejected
my support and affection.
:48:16
I may not have loved him then...
:48:24
but not for one moment
did I stop caring for him.
:48:32
How fine a thing it would be...
:48:35
if you and I could weep now...
:48:39
for that loved one.
:48:50
But however terrible
all this is...
:48:54
I can't forget that
what is really important...