1:18:01
You know, it's so easy to
believe him, but you know what?
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I think it's me.
I do, because...
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He used to look at me,
and I'd see myself in his eyes,
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and it was like he saw me.
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And I was audacious, Mama.
I was. And then...
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Things started to change.
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The harder I'd try to be
what he wanted me to be,
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the less I saw myself
in his eyes.
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One day I looked,
and I was gone.
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- I still see her.
- No, Mama, no.
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No, it's happening
with Bernice, too.
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It's happening with Bernice.
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She doesn't look at me
the same way.
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It's like there's
a wall between us.
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There's a wall,
and it's killing me,
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'cause the one thing I said
when I grow up,
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if I ever had
a daughter of my own,
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she would know her mother
loved her, and I would hug her,
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and I would tell her
nice things,
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and I wouldn't just let
the daddy do all the hugging.
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And I know. I realize
that it doesn't matter...
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...who or what or when
or where the hugging happens.
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Sometimes you just need a hug.
1:19:40
And it just hasn't
worked out that way.
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You know, I...
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I've seen you hug
your daughter.
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She knows you love her.