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That's whywe needed you.
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Why didn'tyou tell me?
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Would you--
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Could you have believed me?
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It was something
you had to come to gradually.
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Only after everything you've seen...
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everything you've heard...
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could you possibly be able
to accept the truth.
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I don't want this.
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It's too big.
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That's what Jesus said.
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I had to tell Him.
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You can imagine
how that hurt the Father...
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not to be able
to tell the Son Himself...
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because one word from His lips would
destroy the boy's frail human form.
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So I had to deliver the news
to a scared child...
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who wanted nothing more
than to playwith other children.
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I had to tell this little boy
that He was God's only son...
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and it meant a life ofpersecution
and eventual crucifixion...
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at the hands of the very people
He'd come to enlighten and redeem.
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He begged me to take it all back.
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As if i could.
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He begged me to
"make it all not true."
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I'll let you in on something, Bethany,
something I've never told anyone before.
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Ifl had the power...
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I would have.
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It's unfair.
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It's unfair to ask a child
to shoulder that responsibility...
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and to ask you to do the same now.
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I sympathize. I do.
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I wish I could take it all back.