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So I had to deliver the news
to a scared child...
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who wanted nothing more
than to playwith other children.
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I had to tell this little boy
that He was God's only son...
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and it meant a life ofpersecution
and eventual crucifixion...
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at the hands of the very people
He'd come to enlighten and redeem.
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He begged me to take it all back.
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As if i could.
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He begged me to
"make it all not true."
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I'll let you in on something, Bethany,
something I've never told anyone before.
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Ifl had the power...
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I would have.
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It's unfair.
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It's unfair to ask a child
to shoulder that responsibility...
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and to ask you to do the same now.
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I sympathize. I do.
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I wish I could take it all back.
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But I can't.
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This...
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is whoyou are.
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Everything I am has been a lie?
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Knowing whatyou now know
doesn't mean you're not who you were.
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You are...
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Bethany Sloane.
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No one can take that away from you,
not even God.
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All this means is
a redefinition ofthat identity.
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The incorporation ofthis new data
into whoyou are.
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Be whoyou've always been.
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Just...
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be this as well...