1:37:00
When you don't want to feel...
1:37:03
death can seem like a dream.
1:37:07
But seeing death...
1:37:10
really seeing it...
1:37:13
makes dreaming about it
fucking ridiculous.
1:37:17
Maybe there's a moment,
growing up...
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when something peels back.
1:37:24
Maybe we look for secrets because
we can't believe our minds.
1:37:28
Though I missed Lisa,
life was easier without her.
1:37:32
A thought is a hard thing
to control.
1:37:36
All I know is that
I began to feel again.
1:37:39
Crazy? Sane?
1:37:40
Whatever I was, I knew there was
only one way back to the world...
1:37:45
and that was to use the place...
1:37:47
to talk.
1:37:49
So I saw the great and wonderful
Dr Wick three times a week...
1:37:53
and I let her hear
every thought in my head.
1:38:00
Do you think maybe I have ESP
or something, that I'm gifted?
1:38:05
Perhaps.
1:38:18
You think I can be home
by Thanksgiving?
1:38:24
Nothing's happened
in weeks, you know.
1:38:28
The point is control.
1:38:30
Yeah, and here I am,
in control, off meds...
1:38:35
no headaches, sleeping sound.
1:38:46
Oh, will you help me?
Can you help me?
1:38:48
You don't need to be helped
any longer.
1:38:50
You've always had the power
to go back to Kansas.
1:38:53
I have?
1:38:54
Then why didn't you tell her before?
1:38:56
Because she wouldn't have
believed me.
1:38:59
She had to learn it for herself.