1:36:00
But get it out of yourself.
1:36:03
Away, so you can't
curl up with it anymore.
1:36:13
Lisa thinks it's a gift.
1:36:18
That it lets you see the truth.
1:36:24
Lisa's been here for eight years.
1:36:35
I'm so sorry.
1:36:37
- I was a pig.
- It's all right. Listen.
1:36:43
Do not drop anchor here.
1:36:46
Understand?
1:37:00
When you don't want to feel...
1:37:03
death can seem like a dream.
1:37:07
But seeing death...
1:37:10
really seeing it...
1:37:13
makes dreaming about it
fucking ridiculous.
1:37:17
Maybe there's a moment,
growing up...
1:37:21
when something peels back.
1:37:24
Maybe we look for secrets because
we can't believe our minds.
1:37:28
Though I missed Lisa,
life was easier without her.
1:37:32
A thought is a hard thing
to control.
1:37:36
All I know is that
I began to feel again.
1:37:39
Crazy? Sane?
1:37:40
Whatever I was, I knew there was
only one way back to the world...
1:37:45
and that was to use the place...
1:37:47
to talk.
1:37:49
So I saw the great and wonderful
Dr Wick three times a week...
1:37:53
and I let her hear
every thought in my head.