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Lots of jobs that started with a P.
For some reason, I kept losing these jobs.
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Eventually, doing all these jobs,
I noticed something.
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For some reason,
probably because I was too stoned to talk,
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everywhere I went, people would talk to me.
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My brother started molesting me.
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They'd tell me everything.
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My real dad? Who have I been living with?
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Their problems, their innermost thoughts.
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Sometimes they'd pretend they needed
advice, but most wanted someone to listen.
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Told you she left me?
She'd just eat away at me.
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Anyway, one day I was spraying
for termites, when I had a vision.
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It was time to use my degree
and get a job with a desk.
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I took the civil service exam
and found myself working at the IRS,
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district 14, Central Administrative Office.
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I started as a clerk,
but I took advancement tests.
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There was more money to be made.
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It appealed to me because,
though I was sure I could stop any time,
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I had developed an addiction to cocaine -
the best hobby I ever had.
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That is allowed!
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But I didn't wanna be a revenue officer
where you were getting abused all day.
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And being one of the collection cowboys
had no appeal.
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But there was one job
that looked like it might be fun: Investigator.
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Your last job
before becoming a psychologist
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was an investigator
for the Internal Revenue Service?
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- Everybody has a story.
- Seems like you got the variety pack.
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What it felt like was a series
of separate, unconnected lives.
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Every time I left a life, it felt good.
Whatever problems I had were gone.
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I had no friends, didn't talk to my family.
The only constant force in my life was drugs.