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and my utter indifference
toward it,
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I have now surpassed.
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My pain is constant and sharp...
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and I do not hope
for a better world for anyone.
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In fact, I want my pain
to be inflicted on others.
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I want no one to escape.
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But even after admitting this,
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there is no catharsis.
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My punishment continues
to elude me...
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and I gain no deeper knowledge
of myself.
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No new knowledge can be
extracted from my telling.
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This confession
has meant... nothing.