2:08:31
We both had done
the math, and--
2:08:36
Kelly added it all up.
2:08:40
She knew she had
to let me go.
2:08:42
I added it up,
knew that I'd--
2:08:46
I'd lost her.
2:08:50
'Cause I was never gonna
get offthat island.
2:08:55
I was gonna die there,
2:08:58
totally alone.
2:09:06
I mean, I was gonna get sick or
I was gonna get injured or something.
2:09:13
The only choice I had,
2:09:18
the only thing
I could control...
2:09:22
was when and how...
2:09:26
and where
that was gonna happen.
2:09:28
So... I made a rope.
2:09:35
And I went up to the summit
to hang myself.
2:09:42
But I had to test it,
you know ?
2:09:44
Ofcourse.
You know me.
2:09:49
And the weight ofthe log...
2:09:51
snapped the limb
ofthe tree.
2:09:54
So l-l--
2:09:56
I couldn't even kill myself
the way I wanted to.
2:09:59
I had power over nothing.