2:09:06
I mean, I was gonna get sick or
I was gonna get injured or something.
2:09:13
The only choice I had,
2:09:18
the only thing
I could control...
2:09:22
was when and how...
2:09:26
and where
that was gonna happen.
2:09:28
So... I made a rope.
2:09:35
And I went up to the summit
to hang myself.
2:09:42
But I had to test it,
you know ?
2:09:44
Ofcourse.
You know me.
2:09:49
And the weight ofthe log...
2:09:51
snapped the limb
ofthe tree.
2:09:54
So l-l--
2:09:56
I couldn't even kill myself
the way I wanted to.
2:09:59
I had power over nothing.
2:10:10
And that's when this feeling
came over me like a warm blanket.
2:10:18
I knew...
2:10:20
somehow...
2:10:22
that I had to stay alive.
2:10:26
Somehow.
2:10:29
I had to keep breathing,
2:10:34
even though there was
no reason to hope.
2:10:38
And all my logic said that
I would never see this place again.
2:10:47
So that's what I did.
2:10:50
I stayed alive.
2:10:52
I kept breathing.
2:10:57
And then one day
that logic was proven all wrong,
2:10:59
because the tide...