:18:01
Don't be scared of me.
:18:03
I'm not scary. I know you had a hard life,
and I had a pretty good one.
:18:10
Comfortabe, you know,
:18:12
if a little chilly.
:18:14
Well, I imagine you living in some basement
:18:17
around Parliament,
selling your ass for a living,
:18:19
and I, I just thought I would get in touch
and we could go for a beer some time
:18:25
Your loving daughter, Pauline"
:18:29
"PS. Janet,
my fake mother,
:18:32
she smiles without her eyes,
and her hands are cold"
:18:37
I really hope she answers P.
:18:40
When she's old I am going to
carry her around on my back.
:18:45
You've never even met her?
:18:48
Children's aid
took me over from that hospital.
:18:51
She held me for a one whole day.
:18:54
Every minute.
:18:57
That's for Tori.
:19:00
I never write to my mom.
We always like talking to phone.
:19:03
Maybe that's why you never
say what you mean.
:19:05
I can't say what I mean P.
:19:08
I mean, how could I ever really
say to her what I mean?
:19:12
Even in a letter.
:19:15
Like "Dear mummy, I hate you".
:19:19
For multiple reasons.
:19:20
The most recent one being because
you were unknown about my teeth
:19:23
at Easter in front of your gross friends.
:19:26
You want me to be like
:19:28
your perfect juniorly girl,
:19:29
and grow up to do like
charity balls
:19:32
and be the concubine
of some banker.
:19:34
Like you.
:19:38
But the truth of it is...
:19:41
I'm like addicted to you...
:19:44
like chocolate.
:19:47
and like I just always want
to be around you.
:19:51
I'm like some stupid little puppy
and you just keep kicking
:19:54
in my teeth
with your words,
:19:56
and your tongue.
:19:57
and sometimes.