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I never write to my mom.
We always like talking to phone.
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Maybe that's why you never
say what you mean.
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I can't say what I mean P.
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I mean, how could I ever really
say to her what I mean?
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Even in a letter.
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Like "Dear mummy, I hate you".
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For multiple reasons.
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The most recent one being because
you were unknown about my teeth
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at Easter in front of your gross friends.
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You want me to be like
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your perfect juniorly girl,
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and grow up to do like
charity balls
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and be the concubine
of some banker.
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Like you.
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But the truth of it is...
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I'm like addicted to you...
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like chocolate.
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and like I just always want
to be around you.
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I'm like some stupid little puppy
and you just keep kicking
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in my teeth
with your words,
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and your tongue.
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and sometimes.
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I don't know. Sometimes I wish you were dead.
-Rage more, Victoria.
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I can't believe I just said that.
:20:17
My stepmother is always talking
about me when I'm there.
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I hate it.
:20:24
I hate her.
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I think she's jelous of my
closeness to my dad.
:20:29
Tori's mom is insaneously jelous of her.
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Why would she be jelous of me?
:20:40
What? Mary, you didn't do your letter yet.
:20:54
Oh, she died three years ago.
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I'm sorry.
:20:59
No, it's OK.