Sordid Lives
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:03:00
[ Horn Honking ]
:03:03
A fat boy.
[ Sighs ]

:03:06
Waddle-butt.
:03:09
That's what the other kids
used to call me.

:03:13
I just wish they could see
my ass today, 'cause I've worked
really hard on my ass, you know?

:03:18
[ Sighs ]
Anyway.

:03:23
One year--
:03:25
I think I was in the fifth grade--
:03:28
my mama took me shopping
for school clothes...

:03:30
and I had gotten fatter.
:03:33
I had to try on jeans.
:03:36
Well, the only ones that would fit
were the husky ones, you know?

:03:39
They had that label on the back
that said ""Husky.''

:03:44
It was kind of announced
to everyone behind me I was a husky.

:03:49
I started crying.
:03:53
I didn't want everybody
to know I was a husky.

:03:57
And my mama...
:04:00
sat me down right there in Sears
and told me no one else had to know.

:04:04
Just me and her.
:04:07
It was our little secret.
:04:09
So, she bought the Husky jeans.
She took 'em home.

:04:13
And then she went to the Goodwill,
and she bought some used jeans.

:04:17
Well, she took the label
off the Husky jeans
and sewed on the ""Slim'' label...

:04:23
from the Goodwill ones.
:04:26
Slim. Shit.
:04:30
Like I could pull that off.
:04:37
It's just the kind of mama
she was though.

:04:41
Never made me feel bad
about being fat. She--

:04:46
She always just made it okay.
:04:51
And I've always thought that
that is unconditional love, and--

:04:56
Well, maybe if I told her
I was gay, it'd--


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