:15:02
She 's been my girl
for a long time now.
:15:05
I don 't mean to brag...
:15:07
but she 's the only girl
who was ever as smart as me.
:15:10
She 's going to college for her BA...
:15:12
and we 've been living together now
for about a year...
:15:14
which makes her moms crazy.
:15:16
I mean, who wants their daughter
to be a drug dealer's honey, right?
:15:20
But Carmen 's mom hated me
from the get-go.
:15:22
Carmen doesn 't like what I do...
:15:25
but she don 't have any illusions
about a guy like me either.
:15:28
It's times like this
that make it all worthwhile.
:15:30
Evertyhing that happens, all this shit,
itjust disappears.
:15:38
Look at that.
:15:39
You look beautiful.
:16:09
I wish I could've told Carmen I could
never really stop or slow down...
:16:12
'cause I could never stop
or slow down.
:16:14
I had to keep operating.
My life depended on it.
:16:17
Dealing made me feel alive. I had
to show them. I had to show everybody.
:16:24
Did you get al I that?.
:16:25
I couldn't understand what
he was talking about by the end.
:16:29
I think so. Why?.
Did you read the chapters last night?.
:16:31
I tried.
It's just so damn boring.
:16:36
I want to showyou something.
:16:39
Lookwhat Vic got me.
Isn't it beautiful?.
:16:41
- Is ityour birthday?.
- No.
:16:44
Hejust got it for me
out ofthe blue.
:16:46
Oh, my God.
:16:47
Carmen, these diamonds,
they're huge.
:16:51
I don't even wanna tell you
where he bought it.
:16:53
I mean, this must have cost
at least $15,000-$20,000.
:16:57
- No way.
- Yes!