1:29:01
...there's a mist. It's so cold.
1:29:04
And this world isn't that good.
1:29:10
Now Im jumping... and flying...
1:29:16
No, you can't...
1:29:18
Why not? It's up to me.
1:29:21
I've had it with this life.
It's complete shit.
1:29:24
- No, it's not.
- Course it is. It's shit.
1:29:27
- No, it's not.
- Course it is.
1:29:31
But it's the only one you've got.
This life is the only one you've got.
1:29:36
I don't want this life.
I'm not interested.
1:29:42
Look at me.
1:29:44
I killed myself and went to heaven
and yeah, it's really good in heaven.
1:29:49
But I regret it, 'cause I wanted to live
on earth a little longer.
1:29:55
You remain dead for all eternity, but
you're alive only for a brief moment.
1:30:02
- I wasn't ready yet.
- Not ready?
1:30:06
Remember that time
when we sat on the bench -
1:30:10
- And you wrote "Lilya 4-ever"?
1:30:13
And those assholes
that spat at us?
1:30:16
I said that we should leave-
1:30:20
- But you said that you weren't ready.
1:30:25
You wanted to finish writing first.
Do you remember?
1:30:31
That's how it is now.
1:30:33
Everyone's spitting at you,
but you're not ready.
1:30:40
Jump if you want. It's not dangerous.
I'll catch you.
1:30:46
But then you lose. And the assholes
that spit at you win. You see?