Love and a Bullet

I'd be going straight crazy while she was gone.
But just like that, she'd return
and we'd be inseparable all over again.

Many times when she'd return from a job,
she'd shower and wash her hands incessantly...

:32:18 if tryin' to wash out some dirt
that was permanently embedded in her skin.

Then she'd wanna sleep
and hold me for hours on end.

You know what?
For the most part, I couldn't stand for no woman
to wanna cuddle up with my ass.

But with Hylene, I didn't mind.
For the first time in my life, I felt I was needed.
It was a good feelin'. It was different.
She also had me thinkin'
about my line of work for the first time.

One day when Hylene was gone,
I watched this movie about this old cowboy...

...that used to be a hard-core killer
and now he's a pig farmer.

He goes out on this one last hit.
All through the movie, this fucker's sayin',
"I ain't like that no more."

While these other cowboys are tellin' him
what a bad-ass he was back in the day.

All through this movie, I'm waitin' for my man
to go off and start smokin' niggers...

...and when he do, I ain't pumped.
I kind of feel sorry for my man.
All he wanted to do was be like normal folks...
...but he couldn't get away from that damn rep.
It was a stupid movie.
But it kind of fucked with me.
You ever think about having children?
You ever think about having children?
I don't know.
I mean, I never really thought about it much.
I killed a man in front of his children
two weeks ago.

Did they make you?
-The kids!

No. I did it from a rooftop.
Oh, so the kids seen the whole thing.