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I'd be going straight crazy while she was gone.
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But just like that, she'd return
and we'd be inseparable all over again.
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Many times when she'd return from a job,
she'd shower and wash her hands incessantly...
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...as if tryin' to wash out some dirt
that was permanently embedded in her skin.
:32:23
Then she'd wanna sleep
and hold me for hours on end.
:32:27
You know what?
:32:29
For the most part, I couldn't stand for no woman
to wanna cuddle up with my ass.
:32:33
But with Hylene, I didn't mind.
:32:37
For the first time in my life, I felt I was needed.
:32:40
It was a good feelin'. It was different.
:32:43
She also had me thinkin'
about my line of work for the first time.
:32:47
One day when Hylene was gone,
I watched this movie about this old cowboy...
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...that used to be a hard-core killer
and now he's a pig farmer.
:32:56
He goes out on this one last hit.
:32:58
All through the movie, this fucker's sayin',
"I ain't like that no more."
:33:03
While these other cowboys are tellin' him
what a bad-ass he was back in the day.
:33:07
All through this movie, I'm waitin' for my man
to go off and start smokin' niggers...
:33:12
...and when he do, I ain't pumped.
:33:16
I kind of feel sorry for my man.
:33:19
All he wanted to do was be like normal folks...
:33:22
...but he couldn't get away from that damn rep.
:33:25
It was a stupid movie.
:33:27
But it kind of fucked with me.
:33:30
You ever think about having children?
:33:30
You ever think about having children?
:33:34
I don't know.
:33:36
I mean, I never really thought about it much.
:33:46
I killed a man in front of his children
two weeks ago.
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Did they make you?
:33:50
-Who?
-The kids!
:33:52
No. I did it from a rooftop.
:33:56
Oh, so the kids seen the whole thing.