1:19:06
and to do some very
special things in life.
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And you come that far
to throw it away?"
1:19:12
Then it hit me.
I said. "Nah."
1:19:14
I didn't want to keep jumping on myself
and keep feeling down about myself.
1:19:18
I said. "Nah."
But then it hit me. You know what?
1:19:21
I said. "I'm only human."
1:19:23
If I'm crucified for being a human.
then so be it.
1:19:27
Because no one is immune
to the trials and tribulations of life.
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No one.
1:19:33
No matter what you do.
you are not immune...
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to the trials
and tribulations of life.
1:19:41
As I got out...
1:19:43
and tried to get myself together...
1:19:45
I stopped fuckin' with the ooh-wee
'cause it wasn't for me.
1:19:50
That's a start.
1:19:51
So I got it together.
I kept movin'.
1:19:54
I said. "Let me get my life together."
and as I'm getting my life together...
1:19:57
I'm dealing with the motherfuckers
writing bullshit about me...
1:20:00
saying negative things about me.
1:20:02
All these devils that
just wanna take God's child out.
1:20:07
Here goes all these rumors.
1:20:09
Here goes all these rumors
writin' about me.
1:20:11
I see on the paper.
one of'em says...
1:20:15
"Martin tries to jump
out of a plane...
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using his jacket
as a parachute."
1:20:25
As I'm trying to get my life together.
they're gonna write that bullshit.
1:20:29
I know damn well
you can't jump out no plane...
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using your jacket
as a parachute.
1:20:34
Shit. I know
you got to use your pants.
1:20:37
They don't think
I know this shit.
1:20:39
So I said. "Fuck that."
1:20:41
Then I was trying to get my dating
scene on. Find a lady in my life.
1:20:43
Then I was trying to get my dating
scene on. Find a lady in my life.
1:20:46
'Cause I wasn't married no more.
so I'm running around. You know...
1:20:49
"What's up. Miss lady? How you doin'?"
And they was believing that shit.
1:20:53
I'd say. "Hello."
They'd say. "Ah. You crazy. Ain't you?"
1:20:56
Girl. Don't fuck with him.
He crazy.
1:20:58
That motherfucker probably got a Glock
on him. Don't fuck with him."