1:35:00
that all of their problems
will seem insignificant in comparison.
1:35:04
You don't know who or what
you're praying to, but you pray.
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You don't even regret the life
that you're not gonna have,
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because by then
you'll be dead,
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and the dead don't feel anything,
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not even regret.
1:35:28
My darling Lee,
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I guess by the time you get this tape
you'll know that I'm dead
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and, well, all that...
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Maybe you're angry with me,
or hurt or sad or upset
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or maybe you're all of it together.
1:35:47
I just want you to know
that I fell in love with you.
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I didn't dare tell you 'cause
1:35:54
I thought you kind of knew,
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and I didn't realize
I had so little time.
1:36:01
Actually, time is the one thing
I haven't had enough of recently.
1:36:06
Life is so much better
than you think, my love.
1:36:10
I know, because
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you managed to fall in love with me
even though you saw,
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what was it,
you said ten per cent?.
1:36:18
Five maybe?
1:36:22
Maybe if you'd seen it all,
you wouldn't have liked me.
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Or you would have liked me
in spite of everything.
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I guess we'll never know.
1:36:34
Oh, and one last thing... Lee,
for God's sake
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just paint your walls
and buy some furniture.
1:36:40
Alright? I don't want
the next woman you take home
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to get the wrong idea about you
1:36:44
and run off before she gets
a chance to know you.
1:36:48
Not everyone's as crazy
as I am.
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I loved dancing with you.