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To keep control.
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Not to run away, even
if it sometimes hurts.

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As a kid, I couldn't
sleep for months,

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'cause our toilet was broken.
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My room was right
next to the bathroom,

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and I could hear water
splashing all night.

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I'd lie in bed, convinced
that there was a stranger...

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who never stopped peeing.
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When I was a kid, I'd
always wake up at night.

:47:39
My father was a salesman,
so he was always on trips.

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We didn't have much money,
so we had to rent out a room.

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It really bugged me,
'cos it was mine.

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So colleagues of my father
would sleep in my bed,

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and I had to sleep
next to my mother.

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And eh...
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Sometimes...
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I'd wake up and look through
the keyhole, and there,

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sitting on my bed, was
some fat guy in underwear,

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farting and playing
with my electric train.

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So eh...
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Once when I woke up during
the night I heard noises.

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My mother was gone, so I
looked through the keyhole.

:48:39
I saw my mother in there
with a strange man.

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When my father came home she
hugged
him as if nothing had happened.


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